here I am with all these late night thoughts
missing you and missing myself
but keeping you up
because I keep second guessing these late night thoughts

it's 1am and yet here i am
thinking and studying and confusing my words
thinking and fumbling til i get  hurt
mixing my feelings with my guilt
and mixing my pain with what i want to feel

all these late night thoughts trapped in my mind
making my head hurt
trying to think of these rhymes
but how my heart feels and how my head hurts somehow coincide
because i'm missing you and hurting at the same time

all is fair in love and war
but i'm the one who made my own heart sore
you did nothing wrong
and i'm sure you know
how sorry i am for tearing you down
how awful i feel for making you look like a clown

i'm not trying to make you sad
i'm just reminiscing on what we had
because those memories are the only ones that keep me sane
and push out those late night thoughts that seem to haunt my brain