He says,
"I don't know what to do with this. What is wrong with us.."
And I stare at the text like I'm waiting for it to disappear.
Waiting for it to be unsaid.
Don't say it.
Please.. just..
don't say it.
Give us five more minutes.
Five more minutes to feel it.

Then we won’t.
Because then I'll say,
"I know.. I'm not sure.. we don't have to do anything with it."
Because what I want to say,
isn't what you want to hear,
I know that,
and I can feel you waiting for me on the other end,
maybe sitting at a red light,
or glancing down briefly while you merge onto 84..
waiting to see if I go there.
Don't worry,
I won't.
You don't want that.
So, I'll respect that..
I say,
"We don't have to do anything about it.
We don't have to do anything.. at all."
The disappointment is palpable,
even through the air waves that carry those fateful words.
Because then you respond with,
"Good, yeah. Let's keep it uncomplicated."
And I tell you that's fine.
Of course it's fine.
Because that first text didn't disappear.
It wasn't left unsaid.
So here we are,
agreeing to be something we're not.
Agreeing to ignore something we are.
So it goes.