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Nov 2012
I want to be able
To do this by myself
But I know that I can't
And that fact kills me
I can't do this alone
I need someone
But there's no one
So what do I do now?
I feel so hopeless
What do I do
When no one wants anything to do with me
What do I do
When no one else gives enough of a **** to try
All people do is give up
Walk out
Push me away
I can't do this alone
I need someone who's going to help me
I need someone who's willing to stick around
Through thick and thin
Why is everyone such a coward?
I fall for the ones
Who want something better than perfect
No room for flaws
I trick myself into thinking I can be that person
There's no such thing as perfect
So I guess we're both setting ourselves up for failure
But some how I'm the only one who fails
How is it that I'm always the loser
When I try and do everything I can
To make it work
When things get rough
I don't just back out
Like you
All of you
I do one thing wrong
And you all run for the hills
Like.....
What the ****?
I have to mean something to someone
Why do people run from me
When have I ever done anything that bad?
I don't understand
I must be doing something wrong
I wish I knew
I want to understand
Why I don't have anyone
Am I that bad?
It has to be me
I have to be the problem
Everyone else seems fine
But when it comes to me
No one cares
I'm hoping the answer to all my problems right now is that I just haven't found the right person yet
I'm lost without my other half
Lost.
It's so hard to focus on me
When all I want is someone to love
I say I want to be alone
But I really just wanna find that one person
All I need
Is one person
I'm going crazy without anyone here.
L Smida
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