We were serene at a coffee house in the antebellum. Vanilla latte plain dark roast art in pastel chalks of little sense to me you drawn to impermanent faces on the wall. Mix match tables of twos of easy people odd numbers we fitted in conversation and caffeine. That's all. You said in your breathless way more than I ebb you flow a lyric of banal and small notes where I place listening sounds looking in your eyes without shame. Strange calculus by which memory is sad sides of an inscrutable equation aspiration love quiet hours loss longing I saw coming in your eyes did not look away but went straight in. Your car ran fine money was still the problem. Never touch your hair. Just for me - long, wild, ebony.