he held my hips and i watched his eyes
lips on lips
bodies pursed upright, we breathed

sounds and lights
hectic in my head
the fog claimed me

what came next, i'll never know
but the feelings
first, warm and sweet
turned soon to cold and bleak

this is all happiness is
this is all love is

i floated next to him
then he let me go
i drifted away
for no one to ever know

but this is all i know