it's all faded two-lanes; cracking blacktop winding from high hopes to low lives, the question is: what we're seeking in between. it's strange to me, how many days are wasted by the thoughtfully confused waiting around all day to see what it means... it doesn't mean anything. unless you make it. so climb back into the saddle with your heart set ablaze, and tear it all down. shred the scenery to scrapbook confetti and sculpt the life you've always wanted from the raw earth yourself. make yourself proud. and gracious and elloquent and kind. decide for yourself. rediscover the truths you held dear when you were young, before they taught you what to think and how to feel. revert to your innocence and follow your heart, and the feeling you've had in your gut all along. paint your own sunset and moon rise and everything in between. make yourself a masterpiece. be who you've always wanted to be- **** the social blue-print. the only expectations you should ever feel obligated to meet are your own. make yourself proud for once, who gives a **** about the crowd. plow through the rust coated foundations and bathe them in gold spray paint. turn your life into the taj majol. make your heart into the lourve. and let your soul defy all definitions- be as free as you've always wanted to be. you are the gorgeous by-product of thousands of millions of years of evolution; start acting like it. ignore those sharp spoken whispers of doubt that flood your mind at any given time- you are priceless and magical, mystical and strange by definition. welcome to the human race, but first, stop running. park your *** in the fresh cut grass and just breathe. deep. smile hard, blissful and honest, until your face gets sick of it. just smile; it feels so wonderful to be happy. say thank you, for EVERYTHING, and mean it. who you were yesterday is gone forever, but who you were today decides what shoes you'll be walking in tomorrow. be good, and happy, and honest. life itself will return the favor.