Blood flows
from my pen
As I vow
once again
To control the cogitations of my mind.

Toss and turn
All night long
Kicking sheets
Wet and strong
Chasing dreams &
Fighting nightmares
Of this kind.

Lick your back
Slap your face
I am tired
From the chase
Just one kiss
Gives me the strength to go on.  

Call for you
You’re not there
Open my eyes
You’re everywhere
Just out of reach
Yet close enough to read my poem  

**** me softly
Bring me back
Entice me with
The love I lack
Keeps me shaking, breaking
Chasing after you  

Say you love me
Lift my hand
Catch the words
But not the man
Inner voice said
Queen, you must now choose  

Met this boy
Said he had time
So we hung out
Yet still I find
He can never take the place of Beautiful You

Tall like you
With big fat lips
Got a beard
But I can’t kiss
An imitation of my only love so true  

He don’t move me
My pen don’t bleed
My soul can’t love
What it don’t need
So I keep shying, crying,
Trying to do this thing  

Lick your neck
Slap your face
Salt my tongue
Taste your grace
All my desire is only for my King  

Blood on my pen
Salt on my tongue
Rings of Saturn
Around the one
My word is bond
As I command angels to start anew  

I move mountains
Upon this earth
My mind conceives
My heart gives birth
My realms exchange
As I tell the future what to do  

Ahayah will bind and loose
Up in His realm
What I bind and loose
Down in this hell
I set free my passion and desire for you  

One day you’re here
Then you’re gone
Only lifeline
Is my phone
My heart is seeking
To love a King
In spirit and truth

I don’t write ‘cause
I can’t speak
My words just march
To a different beat
When I dip my pen in blood
To share with you my thoughts  

Cogitations
Of my mind
Always on you
All the time
Can’t get you out of my spirit
And it’s all my fault  

Chariot swinging
High and low
Tell myself
I gotta go
But I kissed you
And kisses don’t lie  

Salt on my tongue
Dipped my pen in blood
Handwriting on the wall
Said you’re the one
Sugar on my lips
Coating the words

SOUL TIE