Though I shouldn’t engage
I cannot help but to feel
The best parts of me
Encased in your seal
Like a bear snared in a trap
Wrenching in pain alone
I cannot remove myself from her
As her back slowly turns
What I wish will never be
For the times we shared
And eloquent words spoke
Forever embedded in my mind
As alone I begin to choke
As I watch you depart
I slowly burn inside
With the memories that remain
Nothing left to fear
But a hollow disdain
So haunted am I
In some mysterious haze
As I hear her glorious song
Though the taste is different
It never seems to linger for long
As stagnant as I am
I cannot look away
As you slip off to revelry
And violently swept into another’s gaze
So alone I am to sink
Violently into the night
Holding on to the dead carcass
As I seek what was never mine
For what I want to do I don’t
And what I don’t I do
A part of me is carried of in the distance
Left with the stunning memories of you