I know what you wish- that this love wasn't worth the risk. painful memories of shattered hearts and broken relations stalk your soul and whisper words of doubt into your open ears. you do your best to ignore them, walking away and praying for them to leave the past and join you in the now- happiness. contentment. understanding. that 's all in the now, it is the now, and you, you on the deepest level of your soul you know this. and the certainty of this idea, it's oozing from your pores. filling the air- sufficating! not in a way that is hurtful or uncomfortable, no. but as a womb. safe and secure. beautiful.