I am eleven years old
I'm fat to every person I know
At this age, consciousness tells you the unsaid things
In someone's actions and on their face

I am twelve years old
I'm destroying my body
Because you've destroyed my mind
And make me feel things unreal

I am fourteen years old
I starve myself for three months
A bite a day keeps the weight away

I am fifteen years old
A toilet becomes your only friend
And a meal a nightmare
Because the food isn't staying down
You won't let it

I am sixteen years old
I'm no longer the fat thing you didn't care about
Now it's beauty you see
It's purely a shame
You don't know how I got this way
Because it was your fault
That made me numb and insane