I want to feel euphoric
I want to feel drunk
on life,
on an event,
on a moment.
I want to be excited,
manic,
something more than mundane.
I want to be in a speeding car,
music blaring,
high,
on the air rushing through the
open windows.
I want rain to flow
over me
and through me,
to fill my nose
and eyes.
I want to experience
perfect moments.
I want to be naked.
a tree swaying in the breeze
arms above my head
screaming
so stable.
so free.
I want to grow,
flourish,
bear fruit,
I want to live.
I want my eyes wide open.
I want something mind-boggling
mind-altering,
challenging,
I want my mind to
expand
and
explode.