Drug addict, they warn me with That ugly twist of their lips Stay away, don't touch it Just say no, don't breathe it And I did, perfectly, as they bid But I still ended up A ******* addict.
He comes within 20 feet of me And suddenly I'm soaring free "High as a kite"--effortlessly Ground falling from beneath my feet The kind of happy that redefines happy And when I say his name Even the air tastes sweet.
When he smiles at me There's nothing else I see My hand brushing his warm cheek Heat surging my body as my heart bleeds My blood electric hot in my veins Pulsing desire unrestrained And I laugh at the world for being so insane To allow so much beauty without any pain.
Drug addict, my brain snaps When it's sick of being tricked Into highs that can't last The harder I try, the faster the crash Flames burning out, leaving only gray ash.
For it's not real, this world of mine Dreams within dreams, an invention of mind Yet, just for a taste of that magical light To see the stars winking as I soar through that sky Well, for you, my drug, I'd let my heart bleed dry.