I’m stumbling around in the dark When you clutch my shoulders. (I’m probably thirsty, Or going to ***.) “I love you so much,” I hear you say. “I’m so sorry.” And I think I hear tears in your voice. And maybe it’s my tequila and benadryl, Or your whiskey and coke, But probably it’s both. “Forever,” I hear myself say, And I know you feel tears on my face. “Forever.” And you refill my water while I *** in the dark.