Wait, go back Go back! It's not over yet! It didn't end like this. I know it. I know it.
I know this story, I've read these lines. Next you're supposed to say " " Or some other witty, beautiful words that drown me in my guilt. And I'll just stutter and stammer and trip over my words like that time in May when you tripped on that root on our hike in New Hampshire.
I hand you a lollipop.
What the ****! Why would I hand her a lollipop?
I hand you a bleeding heart and you examine it. You **** it. You write your name on it and carefully - HAH! - horrendously you force it down my throat. Swallow.
But after all of this, I still know that in this twisted ***-backwards, convoluted world I am still head over heels for you. I'm still the same, perfectly sane, guy you knew before.