What do I do?
I know I Love you
More than anyone
But things changed
In the month you were gone
I don't think I want to be
With you right now
But I am terrified of hurting you
And I'm scared I'll lose you forever
It doesn't feel right anymore
I'm trying to act like nothing happened
Act like you want me to be
But it's just an act
It's not me
I can't tell you who I am
I don't even know anymore
I was hoping
Being with you
Would bring my feelings back
But when I'm with you all I see
Is what could have been
Not what could be