i want my life to open i want my life to shut like a tired ocean wave i want to sleep and eat and die, i want to die and be reborn and never have to look at any of this.
i want to drop this burden
i want to cry and cry and i want someone anyone to understand this. i want to feel a fire i want to run outside and escape escape escape escape the word sounds like it wears expensive cufflinks from a boutique in downtown boston.
i want to ***** all over boston
i want to ***** all over myself and then lick it back up, lap it in, feel the chunks slide softly down my pharynx.