somethings coming up
through my body
shaking my lungs
i can’t tell if i like it
a feeling
distress
insanity
nausea

somethings coming down
moving my lips for me
drawing pictures in my stomach
i want to close my eyes
and see what happens


if i stay
if i go
if i cry
if i know

something turns into a feeling
how do you describe a feeling?

you can’t.