I have a hopeless crush on someone I have no chance with. I tell myself to stop, it's stupid to even think of being with them. They do not want me, I doubt they ever had. They want them, they have them. Why would I even conjure up an idea so improbable.
I fool myself for a little while, that is in the absence of your presence. You talk to me again, whether text or person. I find myself rambling again, crushing again. I cannot help myself. I know I have no chance, but I can try right?
I can try to make you the happiest you have been in a while I can try to make you smile. I can try to make you laugh. I can try to show you my feelings. I can try to make you mine. I can and will