think of the earth after the fall of man or some other cliché about desolate landscapes stark and clean and sad and alone piles waist deep standing in your driveway the rubber in my chucks is frozen and we can’t figure out how your broken-down truck is what’s blocking me in it’s 3:42AM (I made that time up) the one light is from your neighbor’s porch only on the way down can we see how the ice expands the cracks in the pavement the sky is falling but not really because up there it is empty, unlit closet, soul-crushing, run for the lightswitch black and down here it is packed full, bare lightbulb, fresh coat of paint white and it fills me up the way the ocean or the sun does for people who don’t spend half their years covered in ice