What has my life come to?
Did I ever really had a choice
I dont know how to put in the words what I feel
Sometimes nothing even seems real
I was taken my basic human needs
And got them replaced with human feces

Never did I thought when I was a child that role of parent will become mine
I feel so broken, I feel so insecure. And quite honestly I cant see any cure
Im codemned, I still am to walk without dignity and be filled with shame, shame that isnt mine.

Yet here Iam god knows how I would look like If I had myself, god knows what things would look like If I didnt put my self in a cell.