Aloft on the Tropopause I discover my glitter Gold and Blue Red and black The crushed dust and Gossamer feathers Oβ these weathered wings Jumped rosebud, aster, and Little Leaf lilac Through the circadian stratosphere and thermal lift Feather dust and fatal glitter Colors crushed against my wings Picked cleanly by yet another lover One whose seductive skills led me to believe we were alike From sticky nothing egg She became pupae Eating of my leaves Eating Eating Gorged and odd So full of me She became chrysalis Cocooned herself Away from me Hardened And changing Changing where I could not see Only to emerge as glorious Grandiose and Gorgeous! Butterfly!!! Unaffected by my love Flit away to pollinate To inspire Mate and mate and mate Flower upon flower If I'd only been a mantis Sheβd have merely eaten my head Instead, a Butterfly she was And crushed my wings instead I am mad at myself, truly Mad at myself for trusting another one Believing the Butterfly And letting her in Again They are all but butterflies each many creatures Egg, larvae, cocoon, and beast! Watch out for open Springtime sky Stave off your lust for pollen true Behold my crushed wings and fallen color dust Once more Beware the Butterfly