I'm tired of feeling like I'm chasing you!
I look for you but you're barely ever there!
I call on you but you're surrounded with noise!
I finally find you but it's for a few seconds then you're gone again!
It's tiring and embarrassing!
It's heavy keeping it in!
But,
I don't want to lose you and lose myself chasing you
I'd rather admire you from afar than say a word
I fear losing you more than losing me
I lost me a few times,
But I found my way back!
I think I am afraid of chasing you away...
You'd fear my obsession and escape!
Far, far away...