There’s something I like about being put on my knees the push and pull of control like a livewire until suddenly I can let go into this safety net of being here on my knees for someone who will take care of me I like resting my head in someone’s hands something fragile unfolding in me through the open swinging door I like to feel hands in my hair that make me feel small and safe like nothing in the world would dare hurt me for fear of you