What great sin have I committed that you stay so far off? Speak it and I will repent! For in your silence, it would seem that you desire me crushed in my loneliness. Did I not rot in my shame until your kindness drew me to mournful repentance? And yet I rot just as I had before When death you would not allow me to have! What strides, if any, have been made if still my darkness returns to me? And what plan was conceived that dismal night if I am only to find myself in this place again? If this darkness again should fill my life then let me not wake from it one more night!