as I stare at the edge of the cliff

I looked down and my body became stiff

I swear it's bliss

I think twice about jumping
 
But I make the choice to go

You should've watched my head blow

It smashed into the ground
 
And turned my neck around

As I was falling I regretted the decision

There was nothing the doctors could do even with an incision
 
The very next day i was laying in my coffin

Regretting the choice

Couldn't even hear the noise of my family and friends crying

But some of them where lieing

They thought they tried to save me

But they couldn't just let it be

all I can think about is the that one choice that put me here in a wood box six feet under.

I messed up in life and even in death I'm sad

I'm not glad just mad

it was a wrong choice not the right one for me.

I'm loosing my mind thinking of what my life could be

why couldn't I wait and just see

 to this day if I was still alive it would've just been you and me