Being an older brother is tough.
Assuming the role of child and parent at the same time.
You are no saint.
Often expected to be one.
All the pressure, take me back.
Playing in the backyard.
Expected to be a mediator.
You needing some idea of childhood.
Wondering if you’ll ever get one.
All the pressure, take me back.
They look up to you.
Offering words of wisdom when possible.
Letting them fail as you did.
Protecting them as you should.
All the pressure, take me back.
Soon, you’ll be grown.
Love will mean more.
Adult decisions looming before you.
Tears dropping to the carpeted floor.
Pressure I never asked for.