I knew something was up -- spinning fast, She told me she loves him now – what a joke, Then what did that mean – all those times she said it to me? Illusion – just a three syllable lobotomy, Swam in the circuits of my brain – reaction: infected I began to figure it out – illusion’s never erased The world is a bit less harsh – yearn for the simpler manifesto Cured from the infection – I feel like a slab of cured ham Walking tall amongst the grass – gazing into buildings and wondering what’s happening in there? My bible’s soaking wet – I left the window open and it rained last night It’s nothing that concerns me – the bible that I carved into all the way to Ezekiel 25:17 I’ve never hid anything in that niche – I just like the idea that I could hideout there Now it’s drenched – the windowsill is swelled up and looks bad Today I woke up and broke my routine – I actually wrote what I was thinking