i don't know yet
what is going to happen next
but right now
i would really love it
if someone would hold my hand

i would really love it
if someone would
- i daresay -
'complete' me

i cringe at that
and yet
i am finally at a place
where i do not hate everything
about myself

i am finally at a place where
i do not look in the mirror
and cry

i don't know
where i go from this place
but it would be great
if i could move forward
beside someone who cares