Its like constantly looking for somebody to be there
Somebody to talk to about it
But when they’re there
Words don’t seem to form
You’re rendered speechless
And looking like a fool
You don’t know how to say it
How to explain
Even when you do you always hate the silence that comes after
You can practically hear them thinking about what to say
How to react
They don’t understand how you could feel this way
And  why
How
So you say its nothing its just a moment that will pass
But it hasn’t passed in years
And you’re scared that it never will