Memory comes quickly and goes faster still. Childhood blurs and bends from the action to nostalgia to nothing to a surprise visit and ultimately, back to nothing. It's never formal, opting out of knocking before entering with muddy sneakers and corn-butter-dribbled chin. The hues of a late, summer afternoon filled with fireflies and barbecue smell connect the doorbell circuit and make itself at home before ears or legs can bid welcome. Smile and greet one another breathless only to depart at a moment's notice as if the nomad suddenly realized that no crop or solace remains.
So distinctly different than that of a severed relationship, which typically takes its bitter, sweet time. For months, that fracture can stay and continue asking for another Earl Grey and bowlful of discontent, adding in spurts of lonely self-conversation every several, silence-ridden hours. Eventually, ever so carefully and quietly, it tip-toes away with lip-marked cup and peacoat at the moment when you've unwillingly returned from the kitchen to fill pained guest's requests but the only thing that remains are indents in the leather armrests and moisture gone cold.
Flashed across mind's eye and on its way. The hollow fills itself endlessly with present and distantly connects with past to find that neither can be here while the other exists. Start again and re-ember remembering, drifted away on a silent plane of glazed eyes and wide smile.