Silver-sided thursday Late morning, not quite Afternoon The steady scent of spring's flowers, dutifully Blossoming Obscenely in the cold The cold wet around my ankles Dragged up from the ground Frail next to the bark of Tuesday's tree Stark brick building My mother's morning tea The shadow of a crucifix Blocking the sun from my Chameleon eyes The time between texts A deep inhale and a harsh white in knuckles Replacing the rosy pink of Moments ago Yes, but Well... Another mile won't make me Stronger When I already emptied My pockets for you... And how my small change made you smile! Remembering, My smile Opening me up Like an old wound The crows are at my throat