I'm trying to forget it's so hard and painful that I admit. It's like trying to remember a dream I feel so green. I can't get rid of this feeling wheres the healer I need emotional healing.
I guess I have to start afresh and go back to the beginning and get the meaning of this. I'm like a man stuck at sea trying to forget what he is about to see my soul itches like it got fleas. Forget is defined as to cease remembering unintentionaly lose memory. No matter how hard I try I guess the memory creeps  in.
I wish I was an amnesiac to an extent I could forget myself. I try to forget but I can't it haunts me day and night dreamland is the only place I can design and alter my own world. Dear designer give me an opportunity to be the architecture