"baby am *****" he'd say And I'd tell him am not "please baby just one round" he'd say
Manipulative he was Or rather I was a stupid young girl who thought she was loved by someone
The process from the beginning to the end was unpleasant I thought having *** was meant to be spacial between two people but no
You'd take off my clothes Push me to the bed All I could see in your eyes was lust and nothing more You'd come closer and my heart would start to break The words failing to come out of my mouth The word stop
You'd rub against my ****** with your ***** I'd tell my ****** not to get wet I'd hope it doesn't get wet But I guess the ****** has a mind of its own And so it got wet
I'd try to contract my ****** Make my body stiff so that you don't get it But I guess I was too weak for your manly strength
You'd put it in And my heart would break again You'd stroke so hard I'd want to scream no But I couldn't I was afraid to tell you to stop I was afraid of you
I'd let out a fake moan just to satisfy you I'd scratch And bite And moan louder and louder I'd fake all the things a man wants a woman to do when they have ***
When you came Its where it ended You'd wear your clothes And come up with some ******* excuse for you to leave
And when you left I'd sit there naked on the bed Crying Ashamed of myself Questioning my power as a woman Looking at myself like some piece of trash that just says yes even if she doesn't want to