no longer surrounded by descriptive words the kind that make you find a place in research the kind that spark that acute sense of anger because, as you know, you lack the knowledge to comprehend. no longer surrounded by mixed emotions the kind that make you stutter the kind that spark the mouth's defense mechanism, because, as you know, you lack the free will to hold back. no longer surrounded by fancy titles the kind that make you hope for escape the kind that spark that ever so familiar, peter-pan syndrome because, as you know, you lack the prose to get away.