Is love for me?
Do i have the right to have it?
do i deserve it?
Sometimes... i don't know,
You always find a mistake in me,
Even though you say i'm perfect,
I know it isn't true,
But don't remind me of all the pain i used to have,
It isn't right,
But what are we going to do?
I tried to fix it,
So many times,
All i got were let downs,
From everyone but you,
I'm sorry for the wrongs they have done to me,
I didn't mean for it to happen,
They deserve this punishment,
Not me,
But because of it,
Maybe I don't deserve you,
You don't really seem to want me right now,
I can't keep living with the sorrow,
The regret,
It does hurt me too!
i'm not an emotionless girl,
Although i may seem to be,
I have had you for three years now,
Shouldn't you know me?
I know you know me,
You just gotta find me in your heart,
You gotta learn to believe in me.