Wanna Know what it's like inside my insane
Having utterly no control over my crazy brain
Unable to manage or even really able to deal
Going from smiling straight
to uncontrollable crying
From loving life to wishing you were just dying
From being rational to extremely mad
Calmness to having anxiety really really bad
Having your confidence turn into self-hate
Energetic to feeling like you're dead weight
Enjoying Little Things to nothing at all
Reaching for the Stars Then letting yourself fall
Your strength turn into nothing but fear
Being loving to having absolutely no care
Being talkative then having nothing to say
Feeling great to struggling finding a way
This is just a day in my crazy brain
My reality to life of being insane