there's a woman standing in tight blue by the edge of the curb like there's something in her throat her cheeks are flushed the color of a hault she looks to be choking she looks to see if we can tell she looks down and toys with her fingers but we keep going it's only unclear sidewalks trash cans with faces etched in we don't stop for anyone sunday my hand was on the light and I could feel it dancing between my fingertips a soft threatening pull a cry to be in darkness but then I heard my name and left nothingness to be uncontrollable