I want to cry, but the tears won't come
I choke and repulse out feeble breaths
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, so....so sorry." They scream
There's nothing left for me, somehow I've managed to devour myself.
Chew my body whole starting with my heart.
Though my words may make no sense,
It is the grief I cannot fit into words.
To feel this way..
my empty heart..
I have no soul.
I wan't to cry, the last comfort of tears I have left.
But nothing falls, only silent cries.
Words that make me wish I were dead.
What if I just hit another joint or let myself fade..
It won't ever be enough to cover what these words say is pain.
Because then when my mind floats back down to earth..
Whats left?
Nothing...
Nothing at all.
Just a bunch of words on a page...
No one cares at all.