Countless days of trying and failing and trying again and again and again and again
How can someone just throw something away so carelessly
Does anyone understand?
I wonder if anyone has pity that is of actuality anymore.

I wish for the ending to end already
Maybe a new beginning to begin.
But hey, that'l end too.

That's what living is for, it's to experience death, in limitless forms...
This is only a killing
To a life that's died more than a thousand times