and as we sat beneath the dazzling sky wishing upon constellation after constellation, our hearts exposed and our fingers barely touching, you whisper “we are alive.” and I chuckle, knowing what you meant:
knowing that you are just as astounded as I that we just so happened to meet and that we are sharing the same air and gazing into the same open universe despite this moment being minuscule in the entirety of time.
and I whisper back “but are we living?” a question that has haunted me day after day a question that most will brush off. but you turn to me, your green eyes burning into mine and you smile, knowing what I meant:
knowing that nothing in this world is as it seems that it’s possible this is all a dream and that your vision of me is nothing but and the rustling trees are merely empty sounds despite my gentle touch grounding you to the earth as we believe it to be
I’m hoping, hoping and praying, that we are real. that this intimacy between us is not just a dream that I continue to long for.