Time freezes as I lie there running my fingers Over your chest, playing connect the dots With your freckles. I became accustomed To your breathing, hoping your soul Would give me a message via lapses in breath- You are a beautiful canvas (I think while Looking at your face), constructed of Beautiful extensive eyes that make me feel warm while They scan my profile. hair that resembles a mountain Top, and hands that are made for holding. I know not the reason for your presence in My life but if you are meant to go- so be it. I will throw my paintbrush into the sky And wish on the stars that the gods drop it Into the hands of someone worth loving You.