i waited there. i waited for hours. i waited for days. no one ever came.
seasons changed, leaves fell, the ground hardened and snow caked every treetop. and still no one came.
one day a woman with a child walked by. they were not who i was waiting for. they crunched along the leaf-strewn path, nodded a greeting toward me, and continued on. so i kept waiting.
it rained hard and often that spring. the path was unclear, and the trees were bent in exhaustion. flower buds wrapped themselves in blankets of green as they reached toward the soft, muddy ground, trying to find a bed.
one great tree stood tall on the edge of the forest. it was split down the middle, into two distinct twin trees, each competing to reach the top of the surrounding canopy first. the bark peeled as the twins stretched and grew. as the years passed the twins became tired, and so they stopped racing and waited instead for something new to come into their lives.
i decided i would no longer wait. i walked along the path, kicking dead leaves out of the way, their arms curling around their bodies for warmth. i whistled, i skipped, i picked flowers and weeds to make you a bouquet. i wandered for days and found nothing. and so i waited again for you.
there was a patch of violet hyacinth flowers along the path. they sprung from the ground and surrounded an old tree stump, as if shielding it from harm. their leaves were an impenetrable gate that could wait all summer, protecting their beloved, lost tree. the stump would always be safe. no matter how long it remained there.
in the fall, a twiggy stickling of a tree dropped most of its sun bleached red leaves. one fell into my hood. i took it out and twirled it between my fingers. the days were getting shorter, and seeing the sun light the remaining leaves was like watching the branches start on fire.
i wandered toward the edge of the forest and sat against the largest tree i could find. the tree was split down the middle, and each half was just as tall as the other. i decided this was the king tree of the forest. i fashioned two crowns out of the hydrangeas and mountain laurel i picked on my journey and hung them on the lowest branch of each twin king. i laid the red leaf i picked out of my hood in the crevice where the twins split from each other, and bowed to the king of the forest. as i marched away i hummed a tune i can only describe as majestic.
i am still waiting. the daisies and dandelions dance in the wind to pass the time. although there are burrs on my socks and bug bites on my knees, i will continue to wait. i'll wait for days, for years. i will wait for you.