You are the one that I lost, then loved
Now you are gone forever
And I miss you more than I can bear
There isn't a moment I don't think about you
Your face so sweet and your heart so gentle
You kept me together when I went mental
Told me you love me
And was there for me
Even when I wasn't there for you
Now everything reminds me of you
I miss "us" and everything we had
You said if you go away,you will never come back
But I didn't listen and pushed you away
Losing you was my biggest mistake
Something I can never Indemnify
I was blinded and in the dark
Unaware of the ways of the world
Deluded, confused and lost
Never knew what I wanted
Never realized what I had
Now I'm left with a broken heart
All the memories and mistakes comes back to me
Only to make my eyes wet as rain
The silence is so loud
And there is a hole in my heart
Every time I breathe It feels like drowning
But I don't want you to see this
Now you are happy without me
I don't want to do anymore harm
I curse My fate and hate My life
And the finger points only to myself
No one can love me like you did
And i know no one ever will
I didn't mean to ***** up
But i did and you went away
You only get hurt by the ones you love
But you know how much you love
Only after getting heart
And now am so lost without you
So alone and sad
I have the strength to hold on
But not to let you go
Not to let you go