I almost faint
I had forgotten to eat-
Hypoglycaemic ?
He's sweet.
Bi-polar
You should see him yell

Not at me yet
I won't stick around to tell.
So sweet I said,
But he leaves me smelling like cigarettes
THC,
***.
He looks at me pityingly
When I refuse to eat.

He smiled at me
over the plate of food
He told me how he liked
Pain
Blood
Power
Mixed with the ***.

I am one of over a hundred
He's slept with.
I am different.
Quiet
Shy.
I tear him apart
with my nails.
He told me he liked knives
I crisscrossed a pattern on his back
My fingernails slicing his hips
I left so many bruises
So many more cuts
He asked for it
I bit him
Over and over
On the neck
His lip ring became my toy
The pant of his breath my music
Without touching him
Softly
Gently
Lovingly
He groans.
He wants me.
He lets the monster out of me.

He forced me to eat.
He worried about my faint
I chided him-
Both get our own problems.
I left him while he was asleep.