Has anyone thought that anyone can have a good life, well to be honest... I haven't, No one can survive this world without God, I don't know how people can without him, depression become into my life when I was 4, lost my mother.. she became mental, I was mental and physical hurt, I thought that I was in hell.. I just want to be out, To be free, to stay strong, I want to be blessed, like everyone else, this is just me.