my heart its pounding I struggle to breathe my chest it tightens as my heart beats I'm gasping for air as if no one cares my head gets lighter tears strolling down my face hands began to sweat and shake I can no longer take a breath no words can come out eyes wide open please make it go away control yourself I can no longer stay don't breathe to fast it might be your last please try to swallow your own pain away push it down your throat into your chest do your best let it settle in your heart it wont rip you apart lock it away forever **** wont get better don't fight it invite it you live in grief you can no longer breathe