my heart its pounding
I struggle to breathe
my chest it tightens
as my heart beats
I'm gasping for air
as if no one cares
my head gets lighter
tears strolling down my face
hands began to sweat and shake
I can no longer take a breath
no words can come out
eyes wide open
please make it go away
control yourself
I can no longer stay
don't breathe to fast
it might be your last
please try to swallow
your own pain away
push it down your throat
into your chest
do your best
let it settle in your heart
it wont rip you apart
lock it away forever
**** wont get better
don't fight it invite it
you live in grief
you can no longer breathe