I never thought of this,
But what do you see in me?
My eyes open my soul,
The soul is dark and sad,
My eyes show happyness,
For that is a lie,
I guess it happend a long time ago,
i didn't know what to do,
What to say,
Or what to expect,
I guess....


I needed something...
Fulfilling...
Something that wasn't the best way to handle it,
So I left scars on my body,
The blood was dark,
Warm,
Relaxing

I went to far,
I can't go back,
I guess...
I just wanted you to know,
I feel worthless sometimes,
And I can't decide who I am,
These scars are me,
They took over everything,
My brain,
My heart,
My soul,
I'm no longer in control...

I need to go,
But just so you know,
I'm okay,
Even if the rain will go on for days,
Storms pass,
But my scars last,
Forgive me if you can.