Yesterday, June 13rd. It actually just a usually day. But if could look back a year ago in the same date, it is an unpreparable heart-break.
I didn't realized that i should celebrated your bereaved. I wish i could turn back time and celebrate it with my ownself.
Remembering everything that ever happened in that day. Remembering on what did do you to me even actually i always remember about that. Remembering on what did you wore that day even i always miss your cute little maroon sweater. Remembering on how you asked me nicely while usually you don't. Remembering on how we walked together to the outside of the building. Remembering on how nerveous we were in that test. Tried to know your street address while you looking through your phone.
Remembering on everything.
Everything..
Even i just have a chanced to see your face in real time just 9 months. But, gee... That was a great months, The days that always made me light-hearted to go there.
Just because i wanna see you.
And i really hope that i could say something before i knew that you're no longer not excited to came here again.
And i just wanted you to know that i still counting days since you leaving.