The emotions I'm  getting now are so mixed
I don't know if they r ever going to heel and get fixed
My heart is not yet broken
In to prices or even stroken
Who I dream of I hear about and see
And how I want to know about or meet
Doesn't even seem to know a thing about me
Only If there wasn't ground below my feet
I would of continued falling
And no one would of herd me calling

The tears are gradually rolling of my cheek
My voice is uttering I can not speak
And meenwile about my life I haven't even had a glimpse of a peek
I am trying to seek
A place of refuge
A place where my feelings would never leek
A place where I'd never feel week

I would just want to go
To a place that no one would know
A place where non of my real emotions would show

They say emotions I don't feel
Somehow my hard surface coat they are beginning to peel
The scars I had still refuse to heel
That's why to my self I still kneel

I try and try to put up with my self
But I'm way too complicated for me to get
And when ever I try to get me I end up getting soaked and wet
I am one of the people that I have never met
Some things I don't even ask cz I know i wouldn't let
This might be weird but the only thing that could possibly help me would me a pet
Or maybe watching the sun rise and set