Dear 2020, The only things I have eaten today were some peanuts and a few pieces of candy. I do not feel hungry, though. My stomach is used to this. And I shall not eat dinner. Meanwhile, I am thinking of writing a book about this place, and its wonderful children. I hope I will be able to. I want to go home, but I do not want to live with my Dad. I feel that relations have gotten even worse. I am looking forward, though, to seeing Sean, Machaela, and Ana. This renews within me the determination I keep. Love always, Hollin